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Words for House Story

 

            after Li-Young Lee

 

So another word for mother is narrate.

Listen, thinks Narrate, as she sweeps

light into corners. She sees that

the windows are open. Narrate

likes to nest her hands

at the kitchen window for comfort.

 

She likes the bird that rings like a telephone.

Narrate needs the wind to feel at ease

again. She decides to leave the sand

on the floor. She looks high and low,

helps curtains relax, doors

to swing open. Lays hands on

their shoulders. Says, “Breathe.”

 

Sashay is another word for child. Sashay

darts around a corner. Narrate holds

some underwear. Books are falling.

Sashay is tumbling head first

down stairs and yells, “It’s fun.”

 

Narrate says, “Listen, this is driving me crazy!”

Another word for listen is I-don’t-have-time.

Her secret word for husband is also listen,

yet again, I-do-not-understand.

 

Sashay persuades the neighbor dog to ride

the bucket of his mini-backhoe. Dares

the sweet turtle into sleeping on the roof!

Sashay does a slow, inscrutable dance

round the bare corners of karate chop

 

another way of saying a-daughter’s-empty-room.

“What happened in karate chop?” Sashay wants to know.

Narrate leaves the vacuum in the middle

of karate chop, tapes a lavender story

of paint chips down the center of one wall.

 

But it’s hard for her in karate chop. Depressions

left in the carpet hit like fists. Suddenly, Listen

is downstairs saying, “I should change my name

to Emphasize. Do you know every light

in the house is on? I just don’t understand.”

 

Oh, Narrate knows: Listen spells out decoy

when he means the words for need-you.

But she worries. Some days, she cries

“Decoy!” when she stumbles on his love.


 

Praise for Your Heart and How It Works:

 

In these resonant poems, JoAnn Balingit shows us what is possible when the poet allows herself to be gratefully confounded—allows herself to, as Rilke told us, truly love the questions.

                    Frank Giampietro, author of Begin Anywhere

 

The poems in this small book leave me a little breathless. JoAnn Balingit’s poems deconstruct love’s clichés, shrewdly celebrating the heart as a live object . . .This is a poet who possesses both wisdom and talent. Our poetic landscape is richer for her presence.        

                    Fleda Brown                                                                    

 

Now available from Spire Press.

Your Heart and How It Works

©2009, JoAnn Balingit     ISBN 13: 978-1-934828-06-9

 

 

Song of a River

 

I am a mouth pried

          slowly open

 

swallowed

by a wider mouth

 

sipped

           from

 

soaked

           into

 

rising out of its

banks the way

 

words rise

          into words

 

of others or drown

in others’ words or

 

drink them

          in.

 

I am a daughter

with seven sisters

 

          who course

from a single mother—

 

little tributes,

          tributaries,

 

we tarry, go

          we tarry, go.

 

My praise,

          my running

 

ends in mother—

widest song I know.

 

 

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